oh man.why does bad things always come after good things?? this morning. the sec 3 got like attire spot check.very retarded! think about it! and i was wearing a blue coloured bra.wa lao! so suai can! but anw.i got away with it.LOL! hey people wear luminous green,pink and orange also la! haha..blue is not as bad la.jesh! okay.and THEN the bad news came.we have to switch from classroom 3.7 to 4.8! OMG!!! HOW FUCKING UNFAIR IS THAT?!?!?! last time 3.7ers all got it for one year.we only got it for 2 weeks! it's seriously such a nice classroom la.DAMN spacious.DAMN clean.got basin, toilet(not that we use it-but it's SPACE!),DAMN windy,it's quiet.and the best part,THERE ARE LIKE LOCKERS!!!ARGH! and come on okay.it's like cos the gal has medical probs.oh ok.fine.so her classroom is on 4th level right.WHY NOT TAKE THE FREAKING CLASSES ON THE FIRST LEVEL?! super near the G.O. got prob easy to find teachers it's a lot more convinient!SO OF ALL THE CLASSES, they have to go take our classroom ON THE 3RD LEVEL! urm.sorry if i STILL dun get it but WAD'S ONE LEVEL HELP FOR YOU?! and it's like it's SO SO SO near YOUR classroom la.NO DIFF! life's so unfair. *** it's going to rain again.haiz.im loosing connection by 2 days.almost done packing stuff for camp. *** and then...later.:: you know that freaking line u said to me really hurt me alot.is that how you see me? was this HOW U ALWAYS SEE ME?! if it's a "yes" then i really wonder how we made it thru today.u changed.at first i dinn want to believe and DINN even believe.and then..u gave me the chance to see the change in you.you're keeping things from me.things we used to talk about.doesn't come thru you anymore.im only hearing it from people around you or those u tell.and not you yourself anymore.i want back the old you..even, other ppl.u dun have to know who..will i ever get you back the way u were.... *** everyone is changing.even you.the one whom i turn to always.u think people around you changed.do u even know you changed too? i guess not.haiz..i dunno wad to say la.from the day i knew you.u were like "whoa"...i didn't know you gave up so easily..im sorry im hiding things from you.i really do wonder if doing that will do you good. cos in the end, i dun want to hurt you or anything. i know u're trying to make me feel better but..haiz.jsut that the day u know the whole entire truth, is the day i hope u're forgive me and not turn your back on me..im caught in between.you know how that sucks? i dun think you know..i just dun want you to get hurt like u did.maybe wad i did was wrong.im hiding it for you cause i know it's not the right time to tell you.i think..... *** why is everyone putting on such a brave front? everyone seem strong.TOO STRONG.yet too fragile.one day we'll just break down.who to catch us when we fall? God.
`get done and over with sec3
`step down
`grow taller!(:
`getting rid of my trademarks.
`a simple life
`dont drift apart from ROUTE187 `change my sub chers!
`officially start studying.
`stop worrying too much!
`stop getting into trouble
