wed,11/01/06-* omg.she is such a sonofabitch!with her bitchy attitude, it's going to get her no where.why do i even seem to care?! haiz..but i really karnt stand it la.she changed so much okay!!omg.it's like 180 degrees change! i feel like giving her one tight slap to wake her up.i want the old her back!i guess we dont get everything we want.i mean i know everyone change.for the worse or for the better.it's not really my choice.i rest my case.i just thought i could do sth about it.so sue me.i thought wrong. but like wtf?! i karnt stand her bitchy attitude anymore!! like wad's her bloody fucking prob okay...( sorry,im not good at being holy) i leave it to GOD to let her find her own way then. i really karnt do anything about it.
thurs,12/01/06-* today was better than usual i guess.haha.prefect investiture today...and omg.the cheers were SO LOUD!! my god.haha.so nervous.and it's not about anything.i was just like saying " you better not fall, you better not fall" and u know wad? I DIDNT FALL! HA! XD. when lorraine called my name.thanks guys for the cheers.DRINK MORE HONEY DRINK! and omg.chel and gang so cute! when i was recieving the bagde, they shouted " WE LOVE YOU CAROLINE!" omg.that was so sweet!! haha...huggs man!love you guys too! haha.after taht change back and went back to class.no time for recess.dying of hunger but i survived! yay me! LOL! =) so we wore our new uniform.AT LAST could get out of the blazer.i can die of heat stroke! *touch wood* but ppl got cold later on and used that as a jacket!funny la.so toot looking..lol..we had PC.oh come on.played u know wad? games! LOL.yeah.the thing about coloured bras.really suck!seriously.i means it's wad we wear inside for goodness sake!! wtf la!! and our *censor* acts so much like a bitch herself! everyones thinks that way.and im no exception to that! yeah.it's not how they say it is la.why dun they ever ask for our opinions?! oh yah.cos they just dont.jesh.so much for freedom of speech and choice la. camp is a few days later.haiz..dun really want to go.lazy la.lol.but at least we're staying in a resort.haha.i guess if i carry the " i hate this camp" attitude along, i probably wun enjoy much of it.i karnt stand the rain! 29 days of misery! WOW! but please, we're like going into caves.it's kinda nice if u think about it.but if u look at the other point of view, u're ask like " wth are we doing here? it's not like im going to sleep on my bed in peace one fine nite and the next morning im in a cave, trying to learn how to survive drinking rain water and eating grass." lol...kk.gonna stop now...
`get done and over with sec3
`step down
`grow taller!(:
`getting rid of my trademarks.
`a simple life
`dont drift apart from ROUTE187 `change my sub chers!
`officially start studying.
`stop worrying too much!
`stop getting into trouble
