it's you and me.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

yea.okay.went out with DEE,SHAR,ANNE! all my love babes! hahaha..really old pals.from pri4! haha.well, things really dinn happen the way i wanted it( the sec 1 incident*) but we just dun bear grudges.that's what friends are for.i guess friendsip is just better than some stupid misunderstanding! im glad we put that back behind.today we were so like last time.just regretted not spending more time with them.and i drifted so far apart with them.i want you guys back in my life.u guys are just TOO important to miss out. :) alrights.today,anne and shar AND DEE were all fashionably late.and to think i wanted to be late! jessh! LOL.okay.met anne and shar first.then dee said she will be late. like 12pm then after that we just walk ard.look at stuff.kinda bored.then decided to wait at macs.then ate large fries and drank coke! *i have got to exercise of that fats man!!* then dee called.she was late until like 1pm.lol.so made her treat lunch.pay $5 for each person! haha.and when i tok to dee.anne and shar said i look like i toking to my bf!it's like er..it's dee.dinn u guys hear me toking?!?! hahhaa..*dee, BEWARE! be VERY AWARE!* LOL!then walk ard.wanted to go to the ladies to comb hair and on the way, we ended up stopping at pratically every shop that sells clothes! haha...then combed dee hair and she dinn wear glasses.wore contacts! OMG.she looks so much pretty! not that she ugly.she's pretty but it just made her prettier! it's like WOW.and like so mature? haha..the most mature out of us la.haha.then decide to look ard to eat lunch.wanted to eat at seoul garden (*or however u spell that*) but crowded so we just put down our names.then after that, we went to eat at SWENSENS.haha.oh wells, then ate LOTS OF FOOD=LOTS OF FATS! i need excercise!.anne just stared when i said this.haha.then we walked around.took neoprints.saw yvonne tan from pri.wa lao.at first she dinn recognise me la..she must be thinking hu the hell are those ppl waving to me man?! hahaha...then we rem.but she forgot dee! hahahha.then yea.went to bugis street to shop.the place is getting better? or maybe the people im with? i dunno.it's just diff.i karnt relle say wad's diff! i mean i have went there more times then going to my relatives hse!! but it's just diff.and wow! u get opinion on EVERYTHING! which is totally cool.i love going with people that buys lots of stuff and see lots of things.it's like WOW! haha.i make myself sound damn bloody pathetic.i am.then went to city link to shop..bought stuff there.and bought anne's chris pressie! i need money! frm u guys.haha..i wanna buy billabong baggie.haha.yea.then went back ALONE hor.cos dee went with her mum isit? or sth.but was glad they sent me onto the mrt first.hahaha! elite sent be BACK,ALL THE WAY! hahahha..okay.it's difficult to compare when it's like diff ppl.haha.im glad im still smiling.it's no use telling me to smile everyday man. i know u're trying to help.but it doesn't change anything..ANYTHING AT ALL! im sorry. im just used to it. nth is gonna change that..okay.

went hm.talking to elite.
heyy! i really hope u're telling me the whole truth.when is the right time? when is it EVER the right time? im not trying to add to ur burden or stress u up when u're already so fcuking stress k.i just thought we had it all. i dun wan it to just drift apart.the thing we had. can we still keep it in years to come?at least 2 i hope. im sorry if im letting it out now.it's the wrong time.it just doesn't seem right .im sorry.im really am.letting things dift apart is my trademark. im taking the risk of it happening now. whenever we start talking about that.it's either u or me that needs to go. im sorry it seems like i hate talking on the fone.cos i so dun. i dunnoe wad's happening these days. nth's just going right i guess. hols gone.and i just felt we drifted apart.like just that.like two leaves floating ard in running water. maybe it's just me. i really need to talk it out someday. and about stuff i keep from you. just tell me. i promise it wun make us drift apart even more. im just there to catch you when u fall.told u this from the very beginning....
******

i hate my life.
why does things gotta be so complicated
making it simple doesnt work
maybe i just think too much

* i just fall apart- it's my trademark*
im sorry...<3

fading away.
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