it's you and me.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

what a way to start my day.i just had a bad news from clare.and call me slow! i just realised the whole level thinks i like..yeah! god.why is it SO SO fucking hard to believe me when i say im straight.thanks clare cause i know you're trying your best to stop all the rumous and stuff.i thank god for anne, nic, glenda,darl. ((: you guys totally rock my world. it's like true friends who totally stand up for you when you really need them. especially darl.smsing me everyday to make sure im fine.thanks for that one sms.which totally made my day! i really needed that darl.
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i dont know what you want anymore.just tell me the truth.i have the rights to know.dont i?
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anon: i dont want to talk back to you anymore.i TOTALLY dont see a point in what you're doing alrights.what in the world is wrong with being friends with i duno..people! yeah.so wad.im hanging around sa and mitch too.you mean i like them?! or im totally obsess over them?!gosh.and i want to ask you one question.what's a blog to you? yeah.i mean a blog is to blog about your everyday life right.so in order to blog, people are involved in every single thing that happens to you right.and you mention your friends name.so what?! especially if u sit next to that person everysingle day in school in the classroom.and please.if you cannot stand me mentioning her name or whoever's name u got something against, then get the fuck out of here.shessh!! i mean.what do you want from doing this? what do you want ME to do? i wont change for anyone.im just the way i am.so are my friends.immature, mature, crazy,great.it makes them special.so what if you critisize them? like they are going to change their self just cos of one person.who in fact, they dont even KNOW WHO! i highly doubt it affects them at all.so if u're going get to paranoid over her name.go ahead.be my guest.why do even care what i write in my blog about my friends.not happy i give you one choice.close the link to my blog.then you'll be just fine alrights.you're doing this cos u either like her or u hate her.whatever it is.why bother dragging me down.
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there i said my piece.feeling so much better.yeah.so where was i.oh yah.after that i had history standard test.i studied!!! FINALLY! i studied! after 9 weeks in school.sadly, im SO SO gonna flunk it.haha.cos i hve like total lack of points.sa and bird linked it to treaty.which totally suck cos it's LINK-ABLE! and the whole time im there sitting.dont write treaty, total out of point.damn! sa, best la! wrote 3/4 of a page.leave line somemore!!!! haha.had PE.studied chem.total slacking.had a maths.bird was studying chem while i was copying her work.can you believe it.she did i dinn.now that is scary.anw.im used to it.i've been copying tons of her homework already.had recess.history.my god.mdm chan praised bird.elizabeth hendricks! the class laughed like shit! i think it's chin and not her.haha!! i totally stared when mdm chan said that.and she was praising junie.cos her essay got 10/12. and then she praised bird.total diff marks i tell you!! haha.at least we dinn get 3 or 4 like some others..i had to pass man! i copied word for word in the textbook.haha.lucky mdm chan dinn think sa and me copied bird's paper.cos all of us copied exact same thing...alrights.after that was chem.yes! test posponed.but like im gonna study for it like that.lol.mrs boo was teaching urm..isotopes i think.then i was total falling asleep.so bird did my notes for me.like copied whatever mrs boo was saying.then i fell asleep.just like totally close my eyes and i just use my hands to cover my forehead.haha! i seriously dinn think mrs boo would catch although she was teaching right in front of me.until sometime.i heard peace.then the next thing " caroline.caroline" then i woke.she was right infront of my face.haha! and she was saying how amazed she was that i can actually sleep with her infront.then she asked my where's my notebook.i showed her but it was close.then she asked me where's my notes.then bird quickly pass the paper and my pen to me.and she was making a big fuss that actually bird knew i was sleeping and was actually copying notes for me.my part.she was asking for my name.( but lucky, it's those friendly type of asking) so she saw my name.im praying she doesnt tell lopez.cos yeah.we're already gonna be separated.lopez is BIAS to the both of us.and tiffy and jolena.later had eng.had oral.shit.knew she was gonna call me.then i just stood there.dinnsay anything.she was like giving her usual lecture on how im gonna fail like that.and she ask me if i knew wad catogary im in.so i said." the one point there" haha! she pointed 0-3 marks.haha!! then she just kept asking me.i just shut up but said a one line.NOT ENOUGH.then bird was whispering stuff for me to say.saddening part, lopez big fat eyes saw! then she told bird to stand up.since she like had sth to say.sorry! ahha.in the end.bird stood up.nothing to say.then lopez saw me telling bird stuff to say.she was PISSED i tell you!! totally.she claims the both of us made a pact to do this.when i stand.i shut up, bird tells me.when she stands, she shut up, i tell her.LOPEZ ACTUALLY THINKS THAT WAY! wad rubbish i tell you.lucky in time, chin saved! talking about some candle and hope.wadever..then was maths.tiring.totally not doing homework la.will find a way to copy 2ml.haha.typical..one person to find.since the both of us not doing.there's this one more person.KIND.my daughter-NICOLE! nic.dun u care say " where got copy your work.when?" haha.cosu so totally got.haha.and please.dont talk about lost parentage.if u want to acknowleage her, dont inform me anything.cos it's a DAD u're looking for.remember?!?! LOL!

fading away.
7:17 PM