like i said.nothing IS going right.my life just seems wasted over all this happenings.i guess it's just kinda stupid why i can just be upset over THINGS.seriously nothing is going right.well, anne and joyce can agree with me wholeheartedly.100%.maybe i'm just scared to face the things i fear.it's easier to walk away just like that.things u can do for love.oh god.dun remind me.lies and lies and lies are all i have ever heard off.can some one just tell me that things aint that bad.btw, thanks liwen.i'll rem ur $27.20.=) <---maybe the only smile i can make today.but thanks lots,for being there when i just able to break down. i give up on * . i just give up.i'm tired and just feel so farked up.sorry if i'm a sonofabitch.just get used to it.argh.okok.i can relle sound so pissed up here.sorry.not in a so-called good mood alrights.why is it so hard to love anw? i mean it's bullshit crap and i rest my case.i just needed * to understand!!! is it THAT hard?! is it too much to ask for? to anne and joyce: u guys can go do wadeva shit to * .scold,or wadeva, up to you.it's nothing to do with me anymore.i wash my hands off.maybe i'm just too scared to know the ending.it's haunting me.someone just wake me out of my senses.an image of * is all i'm left with to hold on to.tell me to let go, and i will.i need u (*) to do it.sad excuses and false hopes was all i got.i rest my case again.i don't need anything.i knew it all along. u're(*) just too predictable..they all wanna know wad's wrong with me.and i know wad it is and i'm gonna end this right now.
glenda: oh u want u can take from anne.but it's not something amusing.
`get done and over with sec3
`step down
`grow taller!(:
`getting rid of my trademarks.
`a simple life
`dont drift apart from ROUTE187 `change my sub chers!
`officially start studying.
`stop worrying too much!
`stop getting into trouble
